February 21st, 1999

Sunday

There are advantages and DISadvantages to me drinking again. I only intended to drink on saturday night but that was last night when I was drunk and anything was possible. Anyway the advantage to drinking on saturday is that I can stop leaving "Zero Booze" at the bottom of every page, and I can enjoy a night of revelry! The DISadvantage is obvious: im addicted to booze and can't stick to drinking on saturday. And as if proof were needed today Iwent to Pen Y Mynydd for lunch and felt like a drink throughout.
We went to Trostre, I spoke to Fiona and Lisa, it was Fi's last day working in HyperValue. I told her to call over later. Back at Mum's house I drank a can of lager. Bought cool mugs in town too by the way and when I arrived home in Burry Port I bought 2 litres of cider and 4 Special Brews to drink. Also popped into Penn's shop and got another 3 lites of cider. Went to bed drunk. Nobody called over. Hic!

February 6, 1998

I began drinking quite early but kept a slow(ish) pace by hammering away on the Playstation. Though quite what I was looking at is beyond me! It was cider for breakfast, damn appletooth! (The beverage I mean, not my cat who ive named Cider.) Some people drink cider because its cheap but not I. I don't much like lager but have always enjoyed apple juice.
Ah wait, I remember Lorraine calling and going to the Windsor club with her to meet Rachel. Its slowly coming back to me as I write this days later.